today is FULL day.
in all sense of the word.
i feel good. :)
this is what i have been looking for for that period of time when i felt all weird inside.
not satisfied enough. things are good,normal, as usual, but there s just some thing that is lacking.
yupp. and i think i realised what that thing was today.
super excited, cuz it was quite a spontaneous announcement of full day.i'm so glad its today, rather than some lousy fri, which everyone expected, and it makes no dif at all, cuz the nxt day is hols ready!
went to kallang leisure park w A!2, nice breakfast, nice bowling. went to dhoby, braved through the rain and watched ANGELS AND DEMONS! its v nice! i like it!
then its left w me sandy arianto and guanhua and we just hanged ard and settled at macs and talked. like proper talking. :D like from 6 to 10.30? or maybe more or less.
but point is it feels damn good. :D this is it!! i haven't been having good talks for a damn damn long time!
everybody s always so busy, so little quality time spent. :( or the past mths. esp due to freaking CC.
:)its this kind of things that keeps you going on...
and other things that i still rmb vividly abt today
- some fantastic scenes from angels and demons. awesome camera work and angles!
the drowning scene
and " do you believe in god" scene.
" religion is flawed. because man are flawed"
- haha. soccer boys and mr tan.
" if you fail to plan, you lan to fail"
somehow its the first time i've heard tis quote and its really true, encapsulates what i've thought and believed for quite some time.
- and the awesome talk!
and updates on my awesome 18th birthday!!
i actually feel sad i'm 18. i never want to grow up i don't want to grow out of these innocent years and let adulthood kick in slowly..
celebrations amidst CC was still v memorable. though i cant deny that no matter what CC still lingers at the back of my mind while i'm enjoying. recap!
fri: sandy ad pooja gave me my present! :D
sat : went to sch to take pics for CC. then celebration with RETARDS! k-ed and shopped! not bad shopping.. retail therapy, got satisfying stuff. and caught up with my precious friends! v happy abt it. efforts despite busy schedule! :D
evening. dinner with my bros and ah yi and shu shu +++ just family la. :D
its ultimate. i feel so loved and lucky and blissful..
its simple yet sooo warm. bro cooked for me, shu shu too. it was a spread!
super super nice! what touches me most is seeing everybody coming tgt to celebrate. i could feel the love and sincerity. so many people squeezing in the small kitchen, helping out for the dinner...
presents from bro and cyn ( his gf) is damn sweet too. v tie xin. bro gave me this board where i can doddle on and a par of flip flops. e noticed i have been looking for flip flops! quite swt of him right?! big careless guy. ok la, secretly quite meticulous. cyn gave me a beary piggy bank!
love that day. another birtday i won't forget. just like last yr.
SUN: actual day!
CC till noon. went Sentosa beach with the unch of friends! haha. only anges, ceci and wei ting could make it to beach. nevertheless, it was awesomme! camwhore.. enjoy the breeze and haha. dance! we danced 'nobody like you' on the beach, like damn randomly and attracted unwanted attn.
then dinner at that awesome clarke quay pizza place! siow yu join us!
damn FUNNY. talked and laughed like mad. till i have horrible stomach ache and ceci nearly wanted to puke! haha, cuz we were eating buffet and laughing so hard, imagine te strain on your stomach!i had to drag ceci out tgt w me so we can calm down and stop lauging like crazy women. HAHA. a lot more funny and doing rubbish stuff and home!
nv slp a wink. do CC. damn shit. coffee saved my life
MON morn : Ting ( my room mate) gave me present.
its a long story. main point is i feel damn touched. i was opening her present and reading the cards on guan hua's car and i nearly teared. she returned my call later when i reached school and boooooo.. water fountain.
damn her, she's such a horrible girl.make ppl touched eraly in the morn.
its the first time i'm tearing cuz i truly feel touched. so its like laug and cry at the same time. -_-
i remembered how we celebrated my either 15 or 16th birthday. orchard, star bucks. ard midnight i think. we were talking heart to heart and she started crying cuz she's touched by what i said. i really do understand how she feels then at that moment. and i felt bad that we do not have as much time to spend with each other cuz both of us are so busy. still, we really do appreciate each other! she's like my sister. :) always there and the caring one.
birthdays always make me feel v lucky, ultra lucky and loved.
thank you so much for making me feel special, all my friends and family. :)
smses, gifts, celebrations, i appreciate all of it a lot! <3
Lastly, love you mummy! you have been the sweetest woman and i dedicate this day to you.
